BearFish

college is killing me

after bursting into tears mid lesson because of preggers being an abysmal teacher and making me picture her getting repetitively hit with a wet fish, after my spanish history teacher leaving for an operation (which was really selfish as she has about 30 students she should be thinking of at this crucial moment in time - the operation was not life threatening), after being completely bored to death in law and media just being the easiest but most boring lesson (second to law of course), i am literally ready to scream.

oh, i also ordered university prospectuses hoping to find some motivation to last another year and a bit, the grade requirements and the overall expenditure university requires makes me just feel like dropping out, getting a job in maccyd’s, being really thin because i’d never be able to eat any of that shit again, and dying unhappy at the age of 30.

LOL JK. 

i dont wanna die, but everything else sounds appealing (apart from maccy d’s).

Megan’s gone missing, like literally i have only conversed with her through text message and unlike every other kid these days THATS NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME.

yours sincerely,

bored to death (bear)